Sneakers in a plastic bag

Today I opened Instagram

Saw explosions first

Scrolling by

Afraid

My family is beneath the rubble

On the other side

Of that bomb

I can’t look

Because 

What I find

Will prove

Once and for all

The fear I always had

That in leaving that land

In search of freedom

Without realizing

In our assimilation

We gave up

Our humanity

Because this lot

Can’t see us

Won’t see us

As human

I scroll

I see graphic designs

Images of the Iranian map

Borders and boundaries 

Held

In ancient Iranian arms

Eyebrows and eyes

Piercing me

Through her ancient gaze

I scroll

Hoping that if I scroll further

I’ll see hope

Resolve

Resilience

Peace

I scroll

Sound on

I hear the voices of my people

Telling me they won’t leave

they’ll keep their routine

They must stay

They cannot go

From home away

What is home for them now?

The next voice

A woman

Talking to BBC

showing her life

Packed into a car

Sneakers in a clear plastic bag

So plain

So mundane

Her voice

Telling us 

The rest of her belongings

And indeed her life

Are in the hands of God

Khodah bozorge

May she survive

May we all survive.